w o r k i n G...=]

this few days

working at prangin mall...

is quite fun and enjoy la..

coz haha got friends ma. fool around and fun..

there is two stalls..but i prefer the old 1..

coz new 1 abit sien ler...

old stall there more siok..opposite and beside also can chat..hahaz

however and although there mostly all d worker also know

but i also more prefer work with ' ah siang ' and ' ah ying '

hahaz..weird ler the name..

work with them really have a lots of fun...

laugh non stop ar...

especially when we discussing '' somebody '' hahaz..

really fun...

drink tea everyday.

so miss my 茉莉绿茶 yummy yummy...

work with ' ah siang ' have a lot of things to laugh...

really cute ar her...so chubby

work with ' ah ying ' have a lots of things to chat...

talking non stop...hahaz..

so if we work together..the customer juz watch us talk can d..

no need buy any silver necklace or bracelet d..hahaz

dis is from sharon eh sentence copy lai eh..

but me and ' ah ying ' also agree it...wakakakaz..

if work at old stall more good ler...

wont so hot and wont so ma huan...

new promotion stall there many things to jaga la..

at old place juz need to face the customer and serve them..

no need to look over back side there got ppl anot..

but new there...huiyo..ma huan..

especially the ring...many ppl will try it or buy it..

some will try almost 5min at there...den after try walk away...

kek si me nia..hahaz

if boss is there...we cant do anything d lo..

juz kuai kuai at there serve customer and help him nia lo..

== E N D ==

[[ end 1st...sleepy d...tataz ]]

*+~..the story between me and mei ling..~+*

when year 2004 20/8, 21/8, 22/8 have a charity gala at pisa stadium...
me and her is one of the performer in chinese dance...
both of us is GL too...
so when year 2004 mostly every week i will meet her 4 days...
monday - technical training
wednesday - normal training
saturday - special group or teachnical
sunday - normal training at batu kawan stadium...
so i will very qi tai for those training coz can meet her and practice together...
almost every week i also will call her...
because she have to take care her brother...
so we will use house phone to chat...
when the day of performance...
3 days...1 day my sis faint and go for 1st aid
2 days is my turn to gi 1st aid...coz faint also...
and got some fever...
hahaz...tat time she and my sis so nervous...
go visit me so many times....hahaz...
give me support....

she is a great dancer too...
when learning dance...she will be serious...
so many teachers have praise her..praise her skill her body line very good..
stamina also very good...stretching no need say la...sure geng den me...

we have perform many dance together before...
like cultural night eh chinese dance...
we go 2005 HSD camp together....
somemore so ngam we are in the same group '' challenge ''...
tat time...we wei le tat party night eh sketch...din slp for 2 nights d...
she really is a good leader...no matter how naughty the member...
or how angry she is...she also wont scold them...
at 1st our group is the most cha eh group...
marks is the lowest....
but after the sketch tat we plan together. we won ' the best entertaiment group '...
hahaz...really get shocked when get this prize....
in tat camp is the sweet memories between me and her...

she is friendly, nice, confidence and so on...
once i got problem and find her...she will give many information and good eh thinking for me...
when i am f5....she give many book for me...many din use before...
after tat because she busy for her STPM...i busy my SPM...
both of us less meet and chat d...
just when meet at btcc both of us will very surprised....and happy...

but she really geng...confidence very strong...
she can arrange her time nicely...
before STPM..SGM have a peace talk at USM, pg kaikan and QB
she be a narrator in this peace talk...she explain till so clear to all d people...
and at the same time...she also can handle her own study in f6....
she always take me as her sis...take care and look over me...
although she not live at pg...but we also wont lose contact ki...
even din contact la...when meet we also have many things to chat...
although just perli each other...but really feel enjoy and good...

** our story will continue and no ending...**

happy happy day~~=D

early in the morning my mood really bad lo..
coz very lazy and tired to wake up..but..haiz..have to wake also..
then dad fetch me go for breakfast d den go padang wait for choon yong to fetch me go btcc
today techinical training juz 6ppl...
many go to practice 新春大团拜eh performance d..
today recall all eh things mostly have learn for long time d...
like PA, issolation, tondu,kick.....
but quite song and siok today eh training...very enjoy...
and now i only noe tat my leg eh muscle so firm eh lo...
today do so many leg eh exercise i still can stand and walk and run..hahaz
then help them keep all d things
while keeping...yam hwa ask me many things...
ask me whether wana feather f6 or coll. ?? i more prefer f6...
but i scare...den he say i can eh...chant more u sure can...i will think about it
but he really good lo...see me always sick ask me go for body check
somemore wana bring me go and pay for me...
haha but i tell him no need la..i use my salary ma...
he treat sis and me and all ppl also very good and nice...hahaz...

after tat go downstair wait for my lunch ler...aunt bring for me..
luckily got simon accompany me...if not...sien si at there...
i also ask many imformation about f6 from him...
yuan lai f6 eh math soooooo hard eh...haiz...cham lo like dis...
my math is the most cha eh...
den at last my lunch have cum d...hahaz..so hungry...
we chat many lo..
haha the most happy for today is i meet back my best buddy mei ling again...
so so so so so so happyyyyyy....
pretty ki she....haha still the same me and her non stop chat lo...
suan lau suan ki...hahaz..
know her when f2 preparing charity gala
start from tat time we became best buddy...becoz dis year she having STPM
so din come for prac...hahaz..but get scolded by me...hng...finish exam d stil din appear
once meet her both of us also will very happy...hahaz
miss her so much!!!!!!

meet my godmum too...
den perform d lo...den back home...very sleepy...
tomorrow still have to work...tired ler...
before sleep have answer a call from godmum...haha
everybody...i am going to cut my hair o...
cut short ki...wakakakaz soon d soon d...
my godmum so support me cut short ki...coz she say c my hair also c till sien d..hahaz
tonight she really give me many support...
no matter i decide to go coll or f6 she also will support me...
but i have my own thinking...i have ask many other ppl eh help d...
and also meet many f6 eh friends today...
1 of them is study account too eh...she say if i got study account when f4 and f5...
when f6 if hardworking totally no problem eh...
wat i have decide to study is in my heart....70:30 hehez... u all guese and see la
she also give me many good guidance....
i have to challenge wat problem tat i facing now...
and i wan challenge 1 day 1 hour daimoku...i will be a leader in SGM by year 2008...
haha dis is my target...

oh ya still got 1 happy things....
wahahahahahahaz....yuan lai yam hwa also like to listen ' Enya ' and ' Secret Garden ' eh songs eh...
he got many cd of Enya and Secret Garden...hahahahaz....
yeah yeah yeah...he will borrow me next time training...
this few days except in d bus listen to my hp eh mp3 la...
mostly at house i also listen Enya and Secret Garden eh song nia...
others except my andrew...all i din got xing qu ki...hahaz...and YM say me change much...
more mature ki...in thinking la i mean..
i know my wearing still like f2 f3 eh lala mui...haha..i admit...

==END==

^.^ SD camp + 12.18 ^.^

SD ( Student Camp )
在还没去这个camp时 我真的真的不想去
可是没办法...答应了还是得去
在去的路途上已经开始有点后悔
因为觉得这次的camp一定不能好好的enjoy
到了btcc上去时...他们已经开始了
过后上到去后看见所认识的朋友们 ping,simon,huijie, miki, and so on....
但我却跟他们不同组 我的组里面没有一个是我认识的
但他们都很friendly很快的我已经融入在内了
不久后是众所期待的team building
好开心...原来不是我想象中的不好...
虽然不能和朋友们同组....但这样却让我认识了许多朋友
一些常常见面但却又不认识的朋友....
大多数都是大学生...所以都很好相处
这个过后我后悔的念头已经消失了
又再是study的时间了....第1次这样精神
因为刚刚帮忙收碗所以在后面没有机会跟ping一起了啦
哈哈 不用紧...有miki....
原来主讲御书《立正安国论》的是kai beng....[ 以前的跳舞老师 ]
好久好久没有看到他的出现了

在10pm左右...
我们玩了一个game...game的名是....
主持的人会派一张纸给我们
纸上有着在场其中一个人的名字...然后我们要罚他们什么就写上去咯
ping拿到jia wang 的....hoho...
miki拿到peir yan...哈哈 精彩...huijie 拿到ping的
写完要处罚什么之后就写上自己的名字交上去
过后就会有人抽一些纸出来...把被处罚的人...和写的人都叫上来
过后就公布...game的名就是 [[自做自受]]
把在场的人都吓倒了 幸亏抽到的不是我写的
还有很多很多精彩和超好笑事发生 但实在太多了
无法把全部写上来

过后就是supper....
then...睡觉时候了...
当然我睡在ping和miki的中间啦
miki睡觉有点怪leh...把整个人抱起来恐怖...hahahaz
我跟ping就讲个不停...什么都讲...
彼此都讲了很多秘密....那是真的秘密...关于她本身的私人的...
什么的都好我们都讲...不隐瞒
现在才知道她有这么多问题的...如果能的话...我一定会常常陪着她
但她一路以来都很开朗...所以我也很放心
我们谈到2点多...从12点多...geng leh...
全部人都已经入眠了就剩下我们两个
因为我们都觉得是之前spm常常迟睡所以现在没有半夜是不能入眠的
我们还无聊到...去研究其他人的睡相...够无聊吧....
直到有comittee进来那东西很久...我们才各自睡着了

好笑
隔天...早上7点钟就要走早操了
但7点时没有人起床wo....全部都好象猪这样
所以最后早操cancel....yoohooo...yeah...
吃完早餐后...就做早上的勤行...然后是think out of the box的study...
也没什么特别....只是真的学习了很多...充实了自己很多
接下来下午是12.18青年部之日
也有很多事想纪录下来 但太多了啦
在开始后...妹和婷婷都还没到...我慢慢的开始紧张起来了
因为等一下的表演...
中间是我和婷婷share的如果他没有来我肯定会死啦
已经在旁台准备了...她还是没到
音乐开始了...我们都觉得他们不会到了
就出场了...当要开始跳时...
忽然感觉有一个人很快的从我后面冲过
我转头一看旁边...竟然是婷婷....
那时候我的笑容是最真最开心了...原来她们在最后一分钟赶上了
最有生命力的表演是这一次了

hoho...
不用讲啦
这次遇到的朋友更多...jia yen...christina..khai hun...shi hong...
but din't saw mei ling...=[
and i saw my lovely dance fren...美洁&美婷
她们看见我也很开心....我看见他们也当然也开心啦
过后到彩虹开了一阵子的会后就回家咯!!!!

这两天的camp...让我再次和朋友们的关系来的更近
也学习了很多
原来这一些的学习能够让我打开我的心胸 想通一些事 放下执著
想通后也觉得特别开心 哈

最近都在忙搬家的事...
收拾啦...打扫啦...
因为手敏感...所以我都不能整理自己东西...因为脏

x'mas eve have to go my new house and clean up...
so din't got chance to go also...
nevermind la...still gt new year eve ma..
i am waiting...kakaz...
and today miki also can't cum to pg...
ping also din join us...she join YB...wen too...
so...i also not so hope to go la...
tat day i promise them is say if miki go i only go eh ma...
now she din cum to pg...i also no need go d lo...wakakakaz
is time to sleepy d la...
nearly 4am d...
if not 2mrw sure can't up...hehez...
actually still din feel sleepy...haiz...
when SPM din see me so hardworking and din sleepy...hahaz...

friend...if free...go view my frenster profile ya...
a meaningfull song and meaningfull background...
welcome...

end with happiness and miss u all always...
ping...waiting your call to skate ya...
good night and merry christmas...

my daily life....

last few week i usually work in an office with my godsister eh sister...
actually really not bad...the boss very good..and time sure is office hour la
night i can rest....
the 1st day when back home already feel sumthing wrong d...
but not dare to tell parents...scare say me weak ask me stop..
the second day still the same...when back from work..
totally tired...at night cant slp...coz cant breathe well
very very uncomfortable...i think i wake up in midnight around 15-20times...
morning same...mum wake me up...
i tell her i cant breathe well dunwan work today...
den call to office and tell them lo..
then dad ask me go for doctor...
doctor say because i stay too long in too cold eh place...
so asthma...beh kuai i cant breathe well...
the doctor abit siao eh...give me so many medicine...juz asthma nia ma..
den eat lo...after eat it..
like flying...walk also bo lat...
then the 2nd feel want vomit...but can't...hard ler...
then din go for alumili meeting...haiz..feel sorry to them...
then dad fetch me to see 2nd doctor...
still the same...say my asthma is sensitive to air con.
doctor say depends eh...many type eh asthma...
like me sensitive to air con....my sis is sensitive to eat eh thing...like kek hwa..
my god la...like dis..how am i going to find job..????
die die die.....


after it...dad dun allow me to work d...
den stay at home lo...nthg to do d...
always watch movie and keep my book ar...clothes lo...

and night go 12.18 youth day performance practice...
at 1st...i think tat the dance quite wu liao lo..coz too easy d ma..
but now feel tat unity is more important...hmmmm....
in dis holiday i really learn many things...
in HSD camp...learn many things...TOWARDS 2030
is a meet of HSD with sensei...i will win sensei !!!
after the camp...i understand many things...
and also 'put down' many negative and stupid thinking...
sensei wan all of us to be happy every moment
希望我们得到的是绝对幸福 而不是真正幸福 [[有点深]]
但高明的我明白了!!

19/12/2007
today whole day at home la...
watch movie...kakaz...my hobby lai ma...
then night go 188C for practice...
today xin ying absent...si gui eh...go for youth band practice
after practice ah mong fetch me to kaikan meet hoay ping, hui jie them...
i tot many ppl eh...manazai...cheh...7ppl nia...
10sumtin we go new world park...old town...
kheng kai...hoho...from there...i know many secret...wakakakaz
but fun also la...long time din hang out with them d...
because hoay ping will gt scold so we bek when 12am...

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

dis saturday and sunday i am going to camp again d o...
student camp...last time is Hgh Shool Dvison[HSD] camp...
dis weekend eh is student camp...
den continue sunday afternoon is youth day d...
hehez..so qi dai tat day...
i tot tat cow will bek dis friday...manazai say lecturer ask them canot bek..
will find wat another company wo...haiz...
JAN onli will bek d...haiz...
i am waiting her to chia me pizza ma...
so long d...bo sim eh...

k la...is time to slp d...
although 2mrw is public holiday...but now also must slp ma...kakaz..
good bye everybody...
if gt any job....can find me o...

*+* bOriA peRforManCe *+*

boria t-shirt...L size....really big in size...use it to slp d la..too big d...

emilia..joanne...ME...hui nie...ke xin..and 3rd sis...
waiting to rehersal...

after perform d...so happy...

my boria performance foto...

still gt many ler...but still din't gt from them

emilia la..say wan send 4 me thru email...

but now still din't receive it...haiz..

really enjoy and happy on tat day performance...

din't feel regret to perform...

sumore u can find me in star newspaper o...

haha...we juz a little part of all performer...

overall gt 600++ performer...

really grand...

it is a boria competition...but we is just performance...

abit sien lo the dance

keep on repeat and repeat...haha

know some malay friend too

abit tired and lazy to online and blogging this few days

just wish to sleep...

lazy to involve in other activities....

lazy to incharge wat wat again...

i am very tired...

after exam...i just rest a few days

then tiok start work d...

haiz...

4/12/2007 + 5/12/2007

4/12/2007

今天 是考SPM的最后一天...

高兴?? 当然... 伤心 ??也有啦...

因为再也没有机会穿着校服回学校咯...

也很想念全部的老师

今天考话语....还好啦...

因为都已经放松了...

名句这样多...被了也忘记了啦...

考完第一张后...

我，camel, ping, lemon, yinmin, qingz, mo, ling and fong

去了prangimall吃午餐...

犹豫变态的我们..老早就到了

所以就到处逛咯...只是这样就已经制造了许多的笑话

我们是一群山东妹...hahahaz...

过后我,lemon, ping and min去了candle light吃

而他们就在600cc...因为真的太贵了...

所以就去candle light lo...

吃完后我们去gama买了两只香槟庆祝我们考完了

过后就回去继续我们的bc paper 2...

my god...名句的意义竟然出预备班的

一日暴之，十日寒之

唯有乱乱来咯...

终于考完了

在回家前

也终于收回我的纪念册了

sin li 拿了也超过一个月了

但她所写的我却很满意

她说

每次看到我...我就会笑着脸...跟她说声HI...

在她记忆里...我永远是一个没有烦恼的小鬼...

有我真好!!...

hahahaz...还有点感动看了之后

虽然form 1 就认识她...但因为分班的关系

所以我们就分开了...但我们的感情还是一样

没有变到...只希望她过得比我好

考试前还一直工作...haiz...

以后可能我和她连见面的机会都没有了

但我相信...如果有机会..我和你还是有说不完的话题

回家后

就好像放生一样...看戏,online, 玩game当然少不了的啦

很早就睡咯...因为明天有重要事嘛....

5/12/2007

今天我们全部都会回去还书

和拿毕业证书

也拿了一张ramalan SPM...

她们告诉我说这是老师预测你会在SPM里得到怎样的成绩

纸上写我只能拿一颗A2

那就是mathematic咯...我也有点吓倒...

不是吓倒没有A...是吓倒math回拿A

3个B3...那就是华语，akaun & moral

会拿到怎样的成绩我自己心里有数

已经给了自己最低的target了...希望不会失望啦

还了书后...我们就去gurney lo...

hng...sui lang...全部穿短裤都没说声...

但聪明的我...把裤折上也变成了短裤...而且没有人看得出哦

过后就去red box咯...唱到声音都沙去...

真的真的很enjoy...但还是有一些事发生...我也不想再提

我们又再四处逛逛咯...哈哈

笨蛋ping竟然弄断店里的东西...然后跑掉...哈哈

过后lemon的朋友在我们回...

要不是下雨我看我和pei回自己会吧

回到家也没什么啦

没有中骂...hehez...

回到家已经很累咯...也很早就睡了...

所以才要等到现在才有空上来update嘛

me, lemon , ping..but we not yet ready yet...

again us...lemon camera....

siao ping say she is kissing henley wo...my god la..hahaz..

**attention** miss frog and miss ying..i DON'T want watch ghost movie ya...

if watch i will cry...hahaz...so miss you ying...long long time din't hang out together d

hope our movie and pizza plan will success o...

wait me back from camp...i will be right back..hahaz

++ ][ ~ENYA~ ][ ++

生日 1961.5.17
1961年5月17日,恩雅出生在爱尔兰西北部的Gaeltact。她被家人称为Eithne Ni Bhraonain。Eithne在爱尔兰语中是"火"的意思，也是Aidan女性化的叫法。但是由于"Eithne"发音与"Enya"相同，为了避免别人将自己名字读错，因此恩雅最终选择"Enya"。恩雅的母语当然是爱尔兰语，不过她也会讲拉丁语、威尔士语和西班牙语。

恩雅的父母亲在自组乐团中担任萨克斯风手及钢琴演奏,巡回爱尔兰,苏格兰,英格兰等地演出,表演五十,六十年代的歌曲.恩雅自小修习古典钢琴，在充满音乐气息的环境中成长。
1980年Enya打消进入音乐大学的念头,而加入由姐姐,两个哥哥及双胞胎叔叔所组成的家族乐团[Clannad]担任键盘手，历经2年严格紧凑的巡回演唱经验.将爱尔兰传统民谣予以重新编曲蔚为特色的[Clannad],由其强烈突出的特色在爱尔兰,英国及欧洲等地拥有祟高而权威的地位。

恩雅在才华洋溢的家族成员压力下,欲寻求更自由的创作空间,1982年她离开了[Clannad]另觅发展。她离开[Clannad]后与乐队经理人Nicky Ryan(制作人)及其妻Roma Ryan(作词人)组成三人创作群，继续开创个人事业。

恩雅的音乐生涯真正开始于为David Puttnam的电影“青蛙王子”写配乐。虽然那一次在电影中并没有出现她自己演奏的乐曲，但在电影原声带中却收录了两首恩雅自己演奏的乐曲。这时恩雅决定用“Enya”取代“Eithne”作为她的名字。

1986年，英国BBC-TV开拍一部有六部分反映历史、文化的变革对凯尔特人冲击的纪录片。该片力邀恩雅为其配乐。后来，一部分精选的乐曲以“Enya”为专辑名发行，这是恩雅的第一个专辑，不过当时几乎没人能注意到。

呼之欲出的个人才情嬴得国际性唱片公司WEA的一纸合约。1988年推出首张正式个人专辑[Watermark]，仍由默契搭挡Nicky Ryan担任制作。这时恩雅就真正步入其发展的快速期，先后发行了[Shepherd Moons]，[The Celt]，[The Memory Of Trees]，[Paint The Sky With Stars]。她曾接受多家电台的采访.(I)(II)

恩雅的音乐被世人所喜爱。1993年2月，第35届葛莱美奖揭晓，Enya的[Shepherd Moons]专辑无庸置疑地拿下最佳New Age专辑。Enya推出的专辑[The Memory Of Trees]，在第39届葛莱美奖第二次获得最佳New Age专辑。


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今天 一考完试就是我们的快乐时光咯~~
我们留在学校一阵子，原因是因为太早了
prangi 的pizza hut还没开
臭ping....早上我已经吃了早餐嘛~~
谁知今天她这么好买早餐给我pula....
等了一阵子我们就到对面他巴士咯
哦！！！对了 忘了update一个精彩的几句话....

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上个星期，camel到hoay ping 家读书...
读到不能再继续时...他们就到游泳池玩咯
他们把裤折上...然后下水....
谁知hoay ping家的游泳池很奇怪...要是一不小心
踏错地方你就会跌去比较深的地方了...
笨蛋camel越走越远....
一直问hoay ping :''那里是深的??? 那里是深的??? '' [经典的一句]
结果hoay ping在忙着这她的裤没有管他那么多...
ahahaha...谁知camel竟然踏错地方整个人掉进深的地方...
被吓倒的mo, ping & s.give 都上到 ' 岸 ' 去了
camel就忙对他们说:'' 救我 !!! 救我 !!! ''

他们都答应camel不将这件事传给我们知道
结果，ping一到学校就讲给我们听了....
真是笑死我们
上到班...看见camel我们传通好一起看到他时
就一起讲:'' 那里是深的?? x2 救我!!! x2 ''
结果传到全班都知道了
这两句就变成我们经典字句之一~~~
wakakakakakaz.....
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ok 继续...................
踏巴士到了prangi后我们就四处去咯
因为还没开店嘛....只是四处逛就已经制造了很多的笑话和趣事
ping不在真是浪费~~hiak hiak hiak
真的是不能等了....在pizza hut还没开店时...
我们就已经桌在里面等他们准备一切了 hehez...
就这样等了半个钟就快饿死我和camel了
在等待pizza的到来
我们不停的气shu mooi 因为
下个月七号是她的生日apartment stay嘛~
但真的不好意思...我和ping有camp所以只能来到7pm...
过后就要马上过北海了....
我们就特地说7号要去那里玩啊...玩到几点啦...wakakakaz...
真的快把她给气死了....

吃完后就各分东西咯
yunpei,yinming 去看戏咯
mo & camel 回家去咯
就剩下我和lemon....我们就四处逛逛.....差不多每一楼都被我们走完了
我还买了我喜爱的--茉莉绿茶--喝.....wahahaha 有人没得喝哦~~~walalalala
过后我们就一起塔巴士回家...做同样的bus...
途中谈了好多好多的事....以前form3 的趣事....现在发生的...未来即将要做的...
都给我们谈完了.....hahahaz...

回到家
肚子不舒服到现在了...haiz...
过后，我就上网download了很多很多Enya's songs....
好~~~~~~~~喜欢~~~~~她的歌...
尤其是: Shepherds Moons, Horizon, May it be,
这三首是我的最爱.....shepherds Moons 还得过奖的leh
hohohoho.....好高兴....

====to be continue====

20/11/07 + 23/11/07

20/11/2007 星期二
今天是考hahahahaz....add math lo....
昨晚在家已经尽我所能的做了很多练习
复习回老师所教的一切
但 有一些还是不明白
没办法啦 只好硬来
考第一张时 还好
总算会回答1/2 可是是乱来的
是要求一个pass就足够了
过后break 4小时 my god...这样久
本来mo他们打算回学校做add math
但他们说整天留在学校很闷
结果就去了佛学院咯
我们用有限的时间去做了很多题
一起研究题目....
那个感觉真的很好
mo教了我index number....vector...graph
真的幸好有她 不然我进到考场脑袋是一片空白的
尤其是index number幸好她临时叫我
然后我跟camel一起研究
当考试时一翻开看到index number真的很高兴 hahahaz
回答得还蛮顺利....当然有很多不会啦
考试前,我和camel都怨自己为什么没有早点想到这个方法来复习add math呢？
哈哈哈哈
回到家累到半死 当然是睡觉啦
家人一直追问我addmath考到怎样？我都回答''fail liao la'' hahahaz...


23/11/2007 星期五
今天是moral leh....
suppose昨晚应该很早就可以睡的
但不能leh 失眠？？？？
就是不能睡啊 就只好不要浪费时间
在被熟一些咯那些nilai....
在半路上dewan时，朋友们一直拉着我
问我nilai definisi.....
他们这样突然的问
我的脑袋也突然一片空白 不会回答
有点紧张leh....很有可能是有阴影了
因为上次的trial做不完啊 有史以来还是第一次
所以今天回答得特别快 哈哈
做完后还有半小时leh....kakakaz
就double check lo....hoho...幸亏...因为发现某些蛮重要的错误leh...
考完后 轻松的多了
就留下来看charis他们排练U-戏咯
concept的确很不错...可以创作很多的美感
真的很期待....而且我也看到charis真的进步很多
在带领方面很不错.....但还是需要进步咯

学习

世界上有永久的友谊吗？

世界上有没有一种东西是永久的吗？？

天下无不散之宴席

人总有悲欢离合

现今已到了我们学习生涯的尾端

再过几个月

我们即将要踏入社会了

即将要去面对不同的各种人心

我们

再也没有机会欢聚在学校里

自由自在的谈天

虽然，话是说我们已经脱离了

读书与考试的苦海

但 除此之外

我们也结束了我们的中学生涯

开心的回忆将会永存我心底

其实

人与人之间的永久承诺 是否能维持

就得看双方是否很在乎这个承诺

人与人之间的相处

最重要的还是 包容 与 坦诚

我们必须要有一颗像海一样宽的心胸

[当然不是每一个人，每一时刻我们都能做到]

诚 = 坦白

我们做人是否每一件事都必须坦白？

当然在必要时我还是得说一些

善意的谎言

是为了避免误会与争执的发生

而不是特地去制造一些误会的发生

说 当然是容易啦

当事情发生时 只要你是当事人

你所学会的 包容是否能学以致用？？

那就要看当事人本身咯

17/11/2007 fun day

a simple saturday for me...

today..
i plan to go PBA...
but have to finish my mission for tortoise 1st
mission success....yeah...
reach PBA d...
hoh...wping sit outside ar...so good...but i will go inside...
actually at first plan to sit outside alone...coz xi guan d..
but beofre walk in...my place n outside full ler...many people..
so already walk inside ma...also lazy to walk out again...
so sit with tortoise, 00, and qiam...
haha lots of fun....although they is teaching each other physic...
but also have lots of fun...really funny....

when they rest
then take my handfon to send song...
just send song already can make me laugh till die d...
but luckily them...
if not i still cant relax myself and keep on headache and cant study
really FUN...hahahahaz

then after a while i think 3pm d...
ling n qiam have to go back d lo...
then just left me n tortoise...
we 'pindah' ke outside lo...cause that time i think we both also cant study d eh
then will talk more den study...
so outside better...
haha a funny thing happen again..
ling cant move her motor to outside...
den keep on push in push out pula...
then after that both of them also back d lo...
then we back to place and continue study
opps...is not study...is half study half chating..kaka

chat many things ler...den do sum add math question..
after a while...receive wping eh mcall...
ask me go find her...
yuan lai...is complain us...talk till very loud..hahaz
she ' emm tai tak ' us can chat...
coz she is having STPM next monday d...
wish wping, jie , guat yee, xuan, ming yeh, chuang li, sharmen, xin hooi, xin yun
wish u all all the best in STPM o.....jia euu

haha continue...
when i go wping there...really sui...
she n xuan n guat yee n ming yeh kap mai wana kek si me again...
coz the time they finish STPM is earlier den me...
SPM is 4/12--4.30pm but STPM is 4/12--10.30AM....
they earlier den SPM 6hours ar...
when we having SPM BC2 they already at 1-stop playing game d lo...
hng hng hng....sumore say wana call me when 10.30AM...call me and sia me...
suak suak suak...haha i wont so small gas eh...
but as real they juz erm...duno how many subject nia ma...
i having 10subject leh
mine eh duno how many papers ki d lo....
but really fun to chat with them...hahaz...
although nearly kek si..hahaz...
chew after that i accompany tortoise go n wait her dad...
then of cause we chat again la..hahaz...

then go back...i also prepare to back d lo...
pack my things...den keep back tortoise n me eh chairs lo...
haha wping jeolous me help her keep...sot eh...
actually...i noe after their STPM...will less to meet them d...
coz after nex year they take their result d...den mostly will go to KL eh U...
so i really appreaciate the time with them together....fun...relax...crazy...hahaz

PBA is the place we meet together and we become friends....
last 2 years when we study together in CDK...
i even din got d chance to talk with u all...even duno ur name...
but we know each other start from PBA....
from a simple friend became a best friend and true friend....
just like the 1st forward msg tat froggy send me when we noe each other 4 a few days
'' life is like a novel, many chapters read and forgoten...but there is one chapter i won't forgot...which is the chapter we knew each other and become friend...''
really miss the memory that we study together at PBA....is s sweet n nice memory...
i wont forget about it....
just wish u all the best tomorrow....

辛苦=.=

真的很辛苦

考试考试

今天

终于可以松了一口气

坐下来

update 我的点点滴滴

星期一12/11/2007

昨晚，差不多两点多才睡....

所以

今天我练了一对‘金精火眼’

哈哈哈哈哈....

可是考着试时 一点都不爱睡哦

还很精神 因为是考BM ma

拿到考卷时 OMG....没有一个题目我是有把握的

被逼选了rukun negara因为

曾经cikgu yap 有给我们这个karangan过

还死都要我们被rukun negara的历史

虽然考试前没什么准备着一个题目

但 至少记忆里还有一些些

最后到sejarah...虽然很多人都知道

我对这一科的兴趣

所以他们常常误会

以为这一科是我不用担心的一科

但他们的想法一切都错了

当翻开sejarah paper1 时 我是没有很多题是有十足地把握答案

最后出到来时 我只能用一句来安慰我自己

‘过去的就让它过去，现在该做的是

努力下一科 以免后悔...’

星期二13/11/2007

今天对我来讲是最紧张最重要的一科sejarah paper 2

昨晚 读了一半就不能再撑下去了

所以结果今天在学校赶到半死

第九课我读不完 PBB那些我根本没有动到

在学校看到camel monique他们一直在被第九课

忽然间很怕　因为自己没有动到

我一直很注重kesultanan melaka melayu那一课

考卷迟了２０分钟

翻开第一面时还蛮开心的

因为会回答ｋａｋａｋａｚ

结果翻到最后的ｅｓｅｉ时

真的很想去撞墙　自己最会回答的只有一题

就是negara dan bangsa那一题

而且也不是有十足的把握

另外两题就自己编故事啦　看到朋友一个接一个

地走出dewan　可是我跟我自己讲

没有做到最后一分钟我是不会出去的

结果我成功了　班上的人只剩下我，芊妤和宇亨

感到有些光荣　哈哈哈哈

星期三14/11/2007

今天

是我最怕的一颗ｍａｔｈ

怕自己粗心　看了题目过后

还好有一点把握

哈哈

看到画plan我就最开心的啦

超喜欢画的　觉得很好玩

回答得还蛮顺利的

就连那题angle between plan 我也会回答也

好开心我终于克服了我的心魔

克服了数学心魔

这一切一切都要谢谢两位好友

1. ho yeng 2. 得得地

如果不是你们的鼓励你们的支持

看来现在的我　是不会对数学这么上心

最大功劳当然是HO YENG啦

真的要好好谢谢她　谢谢你哦

星期四 15/11/2007

今天是考ＳＣ

昨晚　我已经把F4复习到7788了

唯有那个ALLOY没什么去动到

第一张ＳＣ时　感觉还蛮容易的leh...

所以就有一种错觉

以为第二张也是一样容易

怎知

出乎预料的是

report竟然出回跟去年一样chapter alloy...my god ar...

不会唯有自己编故事咯

ｓｕｂ方面还好过得去咯

现在终于可以睡整天了

今天在学校遇见Pn. Ng。。哈哈

我告诉她所有考试的东西咯

karangan ar...science eh report ar...and other la...

但过后miss khoo问我ok不ok时

我的答案是 不ok　哈哈哈　是事实嘛

可是Pn. Ng是乎对我抱有太大的期望leh ??

我告诉她我怕这科那科

她都回答我　我相信你可以的啦

还跟miss khoo讲不用担心我tim

真怕明年３月时会令到她失望

哈哈　好可爱的Pn. Ng

还告诉我她在friendster add我了

叫我快快去approve她　哈哈

在次看见她　和她谈天还蛮爽的　咔咔咔

过后就回家睡觉咯

在睡觉前真的很开心　因为我终于可以名正言顺的睡了

睡时真的是跟猪没有分别

朋友msg我....整首歌都播完了我还在睡

就连朋友call我好多次　我也一样不能醒　geng leh....

因为前几天根本没有机会睡嘛

下一张paper就是add math了

这次真的等着死了啦

唯有一句‘尽力就好’自己知道自己事嘛

oh ya....

这几天真的要谢谢某某人来帮我

在我读到爱睡时在我伤心着我的sej时在我烦着某些问题时

我都能得到他的鼓励

谢谢哦

2.03am 16/11/2007

无题.......^.^

by jac..

6/11/2007...9.06 AM...

26/10/2007 graduation day...steamboat day...of 5p1

graduation day of cdk form 5 students...happy ??
sure la...sad ?? no wo...haha i cold blooded wan..hehez..
morning reach school very early d lo...
den keep on take foto...so siok...
the go upstair prepare still capture...
really non stop eh...

limited foto...with Pn Ng..kakaz...

me n ping take when walking to down stair...

欢仔 >> 鲍爸 >> 得得地

5p1 with lovely Pn. Tan....

artistic foto leh...kakaz...capture by miss saw...

us again...after the ceremony...

me with lovely froggy...kakaz...the 2nd time take foto with her o...

after that...i go mo shop there rest ler...

haha so ngam meet jie there...

go to dental surgery...

haha she so scare....

then after that night we go for stemaboat d lo..

enjoy there...the most noisy is us d...

sing la..shout la..

sumore sing happy birthday song to duno who lai..

haha...happy ler....

after today...must study hard d lo...

canot go and play again d...

abit lazy to go school d...

coz wana wake up so early...if go..when bek i sure slp...

waste time...so start plan to ponteng d...

after coz not everyday la...
ok la...wana stop d...bye...

hng...tagged by ah cow...hng hng

hng...been tagged by that stupid cow...
so have to post up my cute foto..kakaz

yesterday is our convocation day...
morning go school and non stop eh take foto...
hahahaz...so haha..now have many foto d...
den nite we go to steamboat o....
so enjoy and happy day....

1] most recent picture of me

me at home when listening mp3 and study...

[ have a new habit that i must listen mp3 when study at home...]

if not i will walk lai walk ki...cant concentrate...

2] pic that showing peace sign

capture by cow sis...having A & W with her at gurney there...

the onli 1 foto of me tat show the peace sign

3] a picture with another friend

me and fishie take in our class while waiting teacher

both of us love dis foto much...coz nice ma..kakaz

4] a picture of me in a weird/ random place

me at dewan sri big toilet...kakaz...with my cow sis again...

5] a picture of you in black and white
paiseh din gt black and white...gt yellow nia...hehez

6] a picture of you with hair up
me after performance of hombu 3 malam mesra...
erm...duno is hair up onot...kakaz

7] a picture of you with weird face

haha me before going to tuition...hehez

8] a picture of you in black shirt

me after the drama show at my hse...kekez...

9] a picture of me with red colour shirt

din got red colour shirt eh foto la...red pink colour eh columm got la..

10] a picture of you in green colour shirt

me at impiana hotel toilet...hehez...

11] a picture of you with your halloween costume.

hehe i din got dis foto o...sorry...

12] a picture of your mouth open
din gt wo...but if got i also dunwan post it here ler...so ugly..hahaz

phew at last finish d...

yeah...is my turn to tag my friend d...

the 1st one that i wana tag is...

[[1]] miss dori + froggy...haha blekz

[[2]] miss tortoise kekez

[[3]] sabun vanessa

[[4]] if can zhen lynn lo...hehez

21/10/2007 开心的一天

hehe...
today...9.30am wake up lo..
when wake up tiok receive piggy jie eh msg...
ask me wake up d onot...
then bath d tiok straight away go PBA d...
when reach...OMG..inside many people there...
although wear spec d..but still duno and cant see gt place onot...
then msg jie...she say she and wping will reach when 11 o 12sumtin...hng !!
then ask me go in book place...
tell them no place d..but they still ask me go in..
then at last i go in...i go and sit at d end eh table...
but after a few seconds...
wping and jie appear infront me...hng hng hng !!! they lie me...
say dosen't reach yet...actually is already inside there...
just wana see me sia sui din wear spec and din notice tiok them
hng...bad jie and bad wping...
then sharon and qiam qiam there too...
they laugh me too..haiyo...no face d la no face d la..

after tat we discuss wana go and watch the drama show onot...
hehe...i success persuade they go d lo...
then meet tortoise when reach there..
duno y when see her...so happy...today i so happy...
but she seem abit weak la...no sound pity...
then we wait for the door to open den go in lo
yeah...happy...we sit togather...
then when rest go toilet listen tiok tat froggy eh sound again..haha
cakap banyak eh...

then when finish show...
hehe...froggy get shocked when saw jie n wping infront her...
somemore tell me she touched...haha...
hiak hiak hiak...we clever eh...
then after that saw tiok ah bee...long time din see tiok her d...
so miss her....and she become pretty n pretty....

then jie fetch me back to HOME ar...
scared tiok me...fetch me bek home...so far...
thx to piggy jie o....
fetch me till home...thx and happy...
duno y so happy also...
kakakakaz...

when reach home aw tortoise send me so many monkey eh testimonial...
scared tiok me again...
all very cute...monkey & tortoise rockxx..haha...
thx to tortoise....so happy to receive ur testimonial...

dis few days i so happy...
happy till got a very good mood to study...
so happy...haha...sot jor la...
yesterday go seminar...although sumtin happen
but i still very happy and enjoyed with u all...
yesterday and today also very enjoyed...i love u all much...
aspecially piggy jie and '' nobody '' <<< who ?? wping la...[ she admit herself eh ]
of coz my lovely fish and tortoise....and my lovely funny crazy 5p1...and i wont 4gt my lovely froggy too...
love love love....lots of love from monkey to u all....muackxxx


[[[[ from cute and happy monkey ]]]]
hope my happy mood can maintain till SPM tat day la...
really hope so....

happy day...!!!

really long time din write my daily blog d lo...
i am here again...

today as normal i go school by school bus lo...
but reach school earlier cause drop CDK d onli go drop go others school...
when go in to class...almost my gang just left me fish and yarn onli...
abit dissapoited ler...
cause almost wana graduate d but they still always absent...
sad....=[

when Pn Chin period saw she sick till so serious but still have to teach us
she really is a good teacher...no matter she sick...
she also will try her best to teach us...
my lovely teacher...
another of my lovely teacher is Pn. Choo..
now is nearly SPM d...but she still din lazy as other teacher...
she keep on give us some exercise and discuss
if we got any question that duno and ask her...
if she not comfirm...she will go n check n check then only give us a correct and comfirm answer
really is a responsible teachers...
no matter which day...if gt their period...
i sure will try my best to attend...

today Pn. Tan sit till so chubby...like a gina...
although she teach things very fast and good..
but i dislike her style ler...sometimes so fierce make we scare her...
but sometimes she is cute too...
but of cause din as cute as Pn. Chin..kakakakaz
today akaun discuss paper 1 objective...
haiz...i still cant correct 35 and above...nvm ....zai jie zai li....

after that reccess time...find Pn. Yong eh si d...
wow....she so busy...got many students find her...
me also no chance to talk with her...my add math is half die not die d...
Pn. Yong really busy ler dis few day...nevermind la...i wait her and half do exercise..
but duno how to do leh ?? haha...

after that Pn Chan period...
nothing happen also la...sometimes Pn Chan is really funny
always laugh herself...some is laugh till very ' kan ' eh...haha

after Pn. Chan i think finish my friday school time d lo...
and just now receive piggy jie eh msg...
say that sweet ping bring lunch for me d...so good..kakaz..
really miss them very much...long long time din't see them d...
after school...i walk out school with yarn...
den straight away go PBA d lo...
when go inside...hng...dey 2 so sui...always play me...
know i din wear spec d...see tiok me also din call me..
luckily i clever leh...haha...saw they at corner there...

just reach nia...tat piggy jie tiok keep on scold me..
but really enjoyed to study with they 2 at PBA...
although...hng...they keep on perli me...
but really fun...
we laugh the rat so stu take the food go into a cave but too small..
haha...den tat jie sot eh ask me go and help it...siao~~
but after 15minutes i think...
jie back d...she go home to be PIG...hng..
then left me and wooi ping...

today i only know that wping is same tadika with me eh...
Harmoni...somemore same place...but she elder la of coz...
somemore...somemore...i live at the same place with her eh when small..
same block....same tadika...so ngam....
both of us also like the play ground....so siok...
but now the tadika close d lo..so miss it...

then when study till half...
saw many gina walk thru ...
dey go rehersal at upstair
hmmm...of cause not just talk at there ler...
talk a while..we will study i think 45minutes o 1hour
den will talk again..haha...
hng...she always kek me by using '' SWEETLOVER '' dis word..
which is tat froggy eh name...chew chew...
but haiz...5pm have to back d...
cause dad fetch...i back sweet ping also back d lo...

den go aunt's shop a while...
tiok back d lo...
on the way to go and fetch mum...
sms with jie...haha whole topic just is talk tiao she want buy new fon..
my god la..
some more argue at there which model is more nice...
i support NOKIA....
she support SONY ERICSON...
how about u all ??

then back home and now have to go and study d lo...
coz just now at PBA do all math exercise
and some akaun...and BC....study a bit...

then go aunt's shop a while
dad settle cctv eh things

tomorrow have to go and support my good good froggy friend drama o....
tonite is her performance d also...
jia you jia you....
2mrw morning have to go for seminar
den 3pm go and see drama d...yipppiee....
wish all my friend who having SPM and STPM soon add oil o...
support u all always...


[[19/10/2007]] [[ 10.18 PM ]]

误会

误会

真的会让人误解某样东西

尤其是朋友之间的误会

误会是怎么造成的呢？

是因为朋友与朋友之间没有了坦诚

没有了信任

现在的我

没有人懂，没有人能了解

被误会或误会别人的感觉真不好受

我又没做错任何东西

为什么你又再次这样对待我呢？

虽然我口头上说

我完全不在乎你，完全不会理会你对我的想法

但我和你曾经是一对好朋友啊

所以说

朋友之间最重要的是

信任

在那边猜测

倒不如亲口问他

换做是我 如果有朋友这样直接问我

我会更开心

因为她在乎你 关心你 才会这样问你

如果只是为了

某些小误会而影响了之间的友谊

那么你们就不是真正的朋友咯

其实

说信任信任

到头来当事情发生在自己身上时

你要去相信一个人时

真的很难

但

在我生活当中

只要我一旦不开心或放不下某些东西

只要你的一张信息，一个微笑，一个电话

都足够让我恢复原状

不要求你每天

只要求你不要对我不理不睬

谢谢你把彩虹加入我的生活

让我变得更坚强

让我更看得开

人生不只是在于现在的一切

读书？朋友？学业？

现在的一切只是起点

还有更多的东西更多的挑战在等着我们

所以我们要告诉自己

人生不只是读书

还有很多事情

或许你还未发现

所以常常

我都会往好的方面想

或想得较远

这样

我才能避开一些无畏的胡思乱想

在乎

在乎你，不用任何理由

曾经....

我很在乎某些朋友

但....

当你在乎时，他也未必会给回你一样的反应

每天...

我都会在能看见她的其中一个角落默默等候...

等待他的出现 只想看见她微笑的一面

虽然没有机会跟她说句话 没有机会跟她开玩笑

只要看见她开心的一面就足够了

表达能力比较差的我 常常不能表达出我所要的

说不出口 也很难开口

所以某时候都会让他们误会

我也选折了沉默

我

很把握和他们见面的机会

口是心非的我

往往不会承认我在乎他们 也不会让任何人知道

这是我的风格

为他们付出的一切 他们也许不知道

也许他们给你的回应 并非你所要的

但我并不在乎这一点

只希望他们能开开心心的度过每一天

看见他们微笑的一面

我什么气都消了 什么烦恼都忘掉一阵子

这已经是他们给我的一个很好的回应

我

曾经在乎过4位朋友

那4位是........=不能说的秘密=

只要我知道 天知道 地知道就好

他们灿烂的笑容是我气消的良药

当他们伤心时我的眼眶也慢慢的湿了

不想看见他们掉泪 不想看见他们向我诉苦的样子

很心疼 很想把他们的烦恼都给删除掉

好让他们开开心心 但

人生弯曲的路有许多 我们不能选折于直路或弯路

只能咬紧牙根坚强的走下去

我也只能在他们身后给予他们鼓励与支持
安慰的话我并不会说

所以有时候真的很讨厌自己

和他们在一起的每一时刻

我都不会感觉到累 更不会感觉到闷

其实我对他们的不满有少许

但我还是不想说出口

免得伤感情 破坏了对彼此之间的好感

我是个简单的人

思想简单 想法简单 不会对身边的人有所防备

因为我信任他们 相信他们是我的朋友

但这一切单纯的想法是有多么的笨

自从上了高中我把一切的事情度看透了

不想去追问也不想去追究

过去的就让他过去吧

追究到来对双方来讲都不会有好处

知道真相又如何

你已经无法去改变事实了

有些事情不知道好过知道

在乎一个人，不用让她知道，只要心里有他就好

---to be continue---

唯独你们是不可取代...^.^

朋友
是一生一世的
谁都无法取代你们
我们的相遇只因--缘--
不管风雨再大 不管遇到什么问题
那只是上天给我们的一种考验
经历了许许多多的风风雨雨
我们的友谊将会变得更坚强和经得起考验

在我的人生中
可以遇到你们是我的福运
可以和你们一起分享我的喜怒哀乐是我的荣幸
可以和你们在一起的每一份每一秒是我人生中最珍贵的时刻
无论发生什么事我都不会让一些‘无聊’的人或事来破坏我们

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一个普通的朋友从未看过你哭泣。一个真正的朋友有双肩让你的泪水湿荆

一个普通的朋友讨厌你在他睡了后打来。一个真正的朋友会问为什么现在才打来。

一个普通的朋友找你谈论你的困扰。一个真正的朋友找你解决你的困扰。

一个普通的朋友在吵架后就认为友谊已经结束。一个真正的朋友明白当你们还没打过架就不叫真正的友谊。

一个普通的朋友期望你永远在他身边陪他。一个真正的朋友期望他能永远陪在你身旁！